When I became a MoM

Who am I? 

I was an ordinary and easy go lucky person then, contented, satisfied of what I have in the present, wasting time and money to useless wants that’s not important in my life. I never anticipate what might be my future is because I just rely on what I see, what’s currently going in the present. But….

Everything’s changed when I became a mother. I never realize that my perception would change just for the sake of my child and it all started that way. I have learned how to value and appreciate simple things and happiness and embrace the motherhood capability, just to have knowledge in taking care of my child, by dividing time and effort to show how much she’s being loved and make her feel so precious even though I am a working mom.  It’s crazy because just a simple and common problems, for me it’s complicated. You know, I even get mad when I see a tiny insect bite on my child’s skin. I get panic sometimes when I heard unusual sounds, the way she cries, coughs and vomits, especially those times she got sick. 

Hence, experiencing those sleepless nights is challenging but of course very rewarding when I see a smile of my child the way I look at her angelic face. It really melts my heart and as if I never had any problems at all.

It’s unbelievable! But I surpass all of it with all my courage that’s full of inspirations and lessons learned from those experiences.   

Now I understood that, being a mother was not as simple as I know. Because you will do all your best for the sake of your child and continue to plan and set up your goal to secure your child’s future, in exchanged, you also have to sacrifice your own interests. 

Maybe, I rather base my character just like a HEN, why? Because as you notice, a hen never leave their chicks, wherever their chicks going, they keep on guiding, comforting and over protective when their chicks are still young. Same as me, but when the time comes that my daughter ask her independence, I will never think twice, when I believe that she could possibly stand on her own.

I am now an open-minded and believing that learning and trying to search more knowledge to be applied to yourself is a great way of motivation to improve your confidence and skills, as this is the key for your success and to be inherited to your children someday.

That’s how motherhood influenced and changed me a lot of being who I am before.